Tuesday, September 11, 2007
TOO cool...
Monday, September 10, 2007
Diet and Exercise...
Is it because I'm so stressed in my daily life? Because that's certainly true, and it certainly takes away the energy I need to focus on eating more healthy and finding time to exercise?
Is it because I'm busy? Related to question #1, busy-ness certainly is a factor in diet and exercise working...you have to have time to go to the grocery store, to develop a menu of food that is healthy and fairly easy to prepare (remember time is a problem), you have to have time to prepare all this wonderful food. When I worked hard on the Dr. Phil weight-loss plan, I had such a hard time with preparation...and since I don't really like to cook all that much...
Is it because I have some really bad habits that are extremely hard to break? I LOVE sweet food. I could eat nothing but sweets all the time, with the occasional "real" food break somewhere in there. I also love to snack while I work on the computer, and to drink coca cola.
Is it because I, at my heart, hate to exercise? I don't mind moving around and doing stuff. Walking all over Europe did not even once make me say "I hate this exercise!" But I hate going to the gym and doing the same task repeatedly. It bores me to tears and makes me feel like tearing my eyeballs out. While I don't mind walking, there really isn't a good place to walk in our neighborhood--sidewalks are scarce and those that are there are really bumpy or littered with pine cones and other debris.
Is it because somewhere along the way I've learned to love myself for who I am and my size doesn't really bother me? Sure, it's irritating to get on planes and not fit comfortably, but for the most part, I don't notice that I'm big. I have cute clothes, I don't have aches and pains, and don't feel ugly or unworthy. My self-esteem, while a good thing, seems to keep me from being overly motivated to lose weight--or to make the sacrifices I need to to lose weight.
Is it because I don't have any major health issues and haven't felt strongly compelled to lose weight in fear that I'm going to die?
Whatever the reason for my struggle, I really do want to lose weight. I want to go to Europe next year and hike around in the mountains and not feel winded after 2 minutes. I want to shop in regular sized clothing stores. The options are so much more than what I have currently...I could spend some serious money on a new wardrobe. I want to get into an airplane seat and fit comfortably--or as comfortably as one can in such a cramped space.
But all this want doesn't seem to help in my daily battle to choose healthy food that I think tastes bland and boring. It doesn't motivate me to get up in the morning to exercise. It doesn't motivate me to tackle my sweet addiction and cut them out totally again.
In case you can't tell, I had a bad week last week--over all, not just in relation to my eating and exercise. I gained a pound, which isn't really all that bad, and I'm not really all that bummed about it (expected it to be worse actually). I am bummed that I can't seem to do what seems to be so simple and just get myself on track to lose weight and be much thinner next summer so when I go to Europe I'm in shape, healthy and can handle all the hiking to all the wonderful mountain views I have the option of...must get on track!
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Under the Tuscan Sun
So while I don't abandon it, it isn't my main book to read right now. Finally I'm going to get to read Blue Shoes and Happiness...and it did indeed make me very happy last night as I laughed out loud and had to read sentences to David. I love this series by Smith.
Monday, September 03, 2007
It's progress...
Friday, August 31, 2007
It is a sign of the times?
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Little Things
Monday, August 27, 2007
Book Review: Freddy and Fredericka by Mark Helprin

Thursday, August 23, 2007
A Few of My Recently Completed Projects
The weaving sampler below was completed while in Chicago and shortly thereafter. I bought a lap handweaving loom to get some practice with weaving and to see if my classes in October will be a complete waste of time. I believe I wove my warp too tight and caught myself getting the weft (side to side) too tight about 1/3 of the way up. But I had fun playing with patterns, made a few up on my own, learned to read a pattern, and did it all by hand. Looking forward to a more complex machine.
Woman with flowers is a needlepoint designed by Chris Roberts-Antieau. I loved working on her because of all the fun colors and the complexity of the design. I finished her two nights ago and she is off to the framers today.
E is for Empress is a Christmas gift for Elizabeth. All the stitches and design motifs begin with the letter E.
Monday, August 20, 2007
What are the three books you'd like to sit down and read right now if you had the time?
I am taking a poll about the books you want to read the most. Please add a comment and name the three titles and authors of the books you'd like to read right now if you have the time...the kicker? To limit yourself to only 3.
Mine?
Blue Shoes and Happiness by Alexander McCall Smith
Wicked by Gregory Maguire (reread)
Patriot Hearts by Barbara Hembley
Sunday, August 19, 2007
The Rewards of Virtue
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Patience is not my virtue!
It's funny because most people I know think I'm incredibly patient. I don't think that's the case. I think I'm incredibly controlled and don't let my emotions get the best of me...but I'm not patient. They look at all my needlework and say, "the patience to do something like this!" It's not patience that allows me to sew. I'm completely in control of my sewing, so it's not a patience thing. I don't have to wait on anyone to do anything, and I find it very peaceful most of the time.
What I don't find peaceful, is waiting on people to do stuff. Waiting is very hard, and I don't do it well, and I've been SO good this week and last waiting for things to work themselves out for us buying a new car and now that things have worked out and we have to wait on the car to get delivered, cleaned, and then finding time in David's busy schedule this week to actually go sign the papers and GET the car! It's KILLING me!
No, I'm NOT a patient person!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
When I was a little girl...
All it resulted in was them laughing at me and my daddy telling the story over and over and over again throughout the rest of my childhood, but I guess I felt strong and powerful at the moment.
Monday, August 13, 2007
When I was a little girl...
Trying to be grown up, I said, "Well, dammit...what are going to do now?"
Bryan jumped up, ran to the back door which Mom hadn't had the time yet to lock and yelled, "Mom, Leslie's cussing."
She came to that door fuming mad. I saw her jerk Bryan in, he was crying "I didn't do anything wrong, it was Leslie who was cussing." But somehow it didn't matter because I wasn't cussing where she could hear me, but Bryan was tattling where she could hear him. I assume he got sent to his room and was ordered to stay there or else, but I don't really know because I went in search of the kittens and managed to entertain myself without getting in Mom's hair--or at least I assume I did because I don't really remember anything else.
Monday, August 06, 2007
It's progress...
Until I return...
Friday, August 03, 2007
Book Review: Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison

Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Surprised
We tried to eat well and track what we were eating while we were gone, but didn't go so great. When I go out to eat, the "grilled chicken with steamed vegies" just doesn't interest me. I know I need to change my mind-set on that, but it's really hard. Even though I didn't always make the best choices, I still managed to lose 1.4 pounds, which was surprising and encouraging. Of course, David, who ate worse than I did, lost 4, but he's a man, and I've heard that they lose faster...I hope that there's some retribution in there that they also gain faster...not that I want him to gain anything, it's just hard living with a superman!
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Nashville...
I decided, smartly or not we can debate that, to start Weight Watchers last week. I question my intelligence because I'm going on a trip this week, and next, and didn't have my house stocked up for healthy eating. But the past two days have really shed good light on why I'm overweight. Trying to eat within my points with my old food and habits was impossible. It's been enlightening to say the least. So, we'll see how I do on the road. I've made plans for snacks and breakfast, it'll just be challenging to make good choices on the road. Wish me luck!
I'll report on how I did when I get back and how my experiences in Nashville were.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Mobile
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
The Joy of Conquering Your Fears...
Friday, July 20, 2007
A New TV...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Book Review: Homestead by Rosina Lippi

I'm having a hard time starting this review of Homestead by Rosina Lippi. It's definitely a good, well-written book. Its characters are extremely vivid and real to life. This summer I spent a couple of days in a small Austrian village near the area where Homestead is set and can imagine the women and men and the hardships they endure. I can imagine the geographica setting all the more because I've been there, but even if I hadn't the isolated mountain village is clearly wrought. Lippi even deals with very difficult topics--like war and how it affects small towns.
However, there was just something about this book that I wasn't crazy about and the more I think about it the more I'm convinced it isn't just me not being in a good mood. The book, overall, is depressing. While I've read depressing books before (Fair and Tender Ladies by Lee Smith comes to mind first), at least the characters who were depressed in that book, or had sad lives, tried to overcome their problems. Lippi's characters, for the most part, feel as if they're simply stuck and have no control over their lives. They live their depressing lives because they have no choice. It's simply sad.
That said, I left each chapter wanting more from these characters. I wanted more than just the quick little snapshot of their lives, probably because I wanted to believe they'd overcome. But also because the characters were so vivid and real that I wanted to believe that they had more to their lives than just the few pages dedicated to them. While a few of them may have come back in later chapters (Johanna is one example, and she is an enjoyable one. In fact, one of the few characters embracing life), most were simply mentioned in an aside so that we had to piece together the story of the village. And while I don't mind having to work for the books I read, I did mind the ambiguity that I felt at the end of each chapter.
So, for the first time, I'm saying that I'm not crazy about a book that Lippi/Donati wrote. While I didn't hate it, I certainly didn't love it the way I have everything else.
Monday, July 16, 2007
The Loire Valley
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Paris
The next morning we went to the Musee D'Orsay and looked around at the art in there. I found the architecture of the building to be quite interesting. It was once a train depot, so is long with sky lights. I loved the clocks that show through to the other side. You can go on the roof and get a beautiful view of the Louvre across the river.
From here we walked down the Champs Elysees. There were crowds of people everywhere in these bright pink shirts. They even blocked intersections and sidewalks at one point. We thought there might be a protest of some sort going on, but we soon discovered it was simply Parisians out to celebrate their winning rugby team.
We finally made our destination of the Arc d'Triomphe where we admired Napolean's foresight in straightening and widening streets and building monuments to himself. I think looking at traffic navigating some of the roundabouts in Paris is also quite amazing. We took the subway back to our hotel, grabbed our bags and headed to the train station where we were going to enjoy the last leg of our trip.
As I said, I really enjoyed Paris. It's such a wonderful city for visiting. It's pretty, there are lots of things to do for people of all ages, and the food as always is terrific. If you understand and follow the important rules of French etiquette, you get along fine with the locals and can really enjoy yourself. I know I'll be back to Paris and will discover more of her secrets and charms.