Monday, July 11, 2011

Memories of Grandma

I've spent the morning going through my blog and picking out entries that I thought were interesting snippets of life and love of Grandma T.  Not all are directly related to her, but there's a connection that I feel there that I wanted to pull together.  I have 20 single spaced pages.

I don't have a lot of experience with people dying, and especially not with people I care deeply about.  I honestly feel like I'm without an anchor.  Grandma T was such an important person to me that I wanted everything I did to make her happy or proud...and now that she's not here to talk to and hear stories about me I feel adrift...at a loss...and very very sad.  I'm not exactly sure how to deal with this loss.  And it's really very scary.

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