I've spent the morning going through my blog and picking out entries that I thought were interesting snippets of life and love of Grandma T. Not all are directly related to her, but there's a connection that I feel there that I wanted to pull together. I have 20 single spaced pages.
I don't have a lot of experience with people dying, and especially not with people I care deeply about. I honestly feel like I'm without an anchor. Grandma T was such an important person to me that I wanted everything I did to make her happy or proud...and now that she's not here to talk to and hear stories about me I feel adrift...at a loss...and very very sad. I'm not exactly sure how to deal with this loss. And it's really very scary.
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